D . D . D ♡ Delicate Dusty Diary

Dear diary , this is my very first page and I don't know what I should say if I have to be completely honesttt . . . so I'll just make an "intro" about myself and my life ! My name is Nancy / Fleur , I live in one of the biggest cities in Italy , Milan and I'm a proud weird teen who is deeply passionate about fashion and shoujos ( or romances in general ; I also watch K-dramas , J-dramas , C-drams , . . . ) . I have had a huge gore and yaoi / yuri addiction from fifth to seventh grade ( from 11 to 13 yo ) and I got aout of it thanks to my parents ; I also am christian ( catholic ) , yet pansexual at the same times , so yes I have had a HUGE identity chrisis . . . I do sh since sixth grade and entered in many abusive relationships -such as having a 17yo bf at 13 ; I'll call him "pancakes" here . Luckly I got out of it and now I have my beautiful , kind , genuine , sweet boy Trevor , and yes , I WILL yapp a lot about him . . . Anyways , my childhood traumas led me to develope mental illnesses , but I'm healing thanks to my boyfriend and to my friends , so let's give a HUGE shout out to Isa , Diana , Linn , Sofia , Lisa , Ren & Mira aka my silly and beloved trio , Bibi , my on mom Hazy , Sero , Nao , Ayesha , Celine , Eric , Amy , Cloy , and many others who I deeply care about ♡ ♡ Speaking about friends , today I am having a pjama party at my house with my bsf , Isa !! She makes me so so so so so so so happy and I am SUUUPAAAAARRR happy to have her overr !! We'll watch horror movies and she'll probably fall asleep while I am getting scared over the smallest and dumbest jumpscare . . . but that's okay , it is our way to have fun and it makes me happy . Last time we watched PEARL and she had to cover my eyes and ears in evry single splattern or porn scene , but this time it's my time to choose and I think I'll go either for a Salad Fingers compilation or for "the Innocents" since it looks pretty cool `⎚⩊⎚´ -✧ Anyways , it's all from Nancy ! Have a wonderfull day and be blessed by the angels my dears ˘³˘

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